So, yesterday when the lover came over to pick up the cookies I made for him that he forgot the day before, I greeted him at the door with an eyepatch and said, “ARGH MATEY!”
Then he goes, “Are you trying to steal my booty?”
Then I proceeded to laugh for a good
ten minutes. I’m still laughing at the thought. This is why we are together.
Sort of looking for a new theme, but having no success. Partially because I will most likely make changes, and I’ll keep making more changes… which will take up time that should be used to do other things that need to get finished.
When I first met you I never thought that I would love you.” —(via eletheowl)
but its healing relatively quickly.
I caught my first fish though. PIctures to come!
Its been pretty chilly, but sunny, and I love it like this. When its not too hot, and not way cold.
Went out for a drive this morning to see how long it would take me to get somewhere I need to be tomorrow at 8 am. I really like driving sometimes. It really takes my mind off things because I like to just play music and I’m just cruising along and all I’m really thinking about is, when that green light is going to turn yellow and I’m going to have to stop because I won’t make it when it turns red. You know what makes it frustrating though? When the hand is blinking and its green, but there are no numbers counting down to when its going to turn yellow, so you don’t know if you should slow down a bit or speed up a bit to make the light. Thats the only thing I don’t like about driving city.. that and people who cannot drive.. but those people are everywhere.. and I know what you’re thinking, “you’re asian, you’re probably the bad driver.” However, I am proud to say that I am actually pretty decent. I have yet to be in an accident and I don’t usually do shady things on the road unless I really have to, which is rare.
Its only 8 am, but I felt surprisingly awake when I woke up this morning at 6:30. I want a little more time to eat breakfast tomorrow morning, so probably going to wake up around 6:15.
The rest of the day is going to be some light review, yoga, cleaning, and just relaxing myself before tomorrow.
Feeling ready to take on the day! I guess that hasn’t happened in awhile.
And looking forward to after I finish tomorrow. Remember, good or bad, you’ll get through it as long as you keep trying.
And sometimes I fail to remember all the things I do have and that I should cherish. That sucks. I wish I could enjoy the moment more, but sometimes its hard, especially because I’m the type of person that plans - plans for all the things I want to do, and all the things I want to achieve, and most of the time it just causes me stress because things never go the way I intend for them to go.
I’m having one of those moments though right now. Even though I have something big in my life coming up, I feel surprisingly calm (how long will this last?) and serene. I’m most afraid of failure and honestly, thats what really stresses me out most of the time, but when I step back and think about it… in 20 years, if I’m where I want to be and where I intend to be, then why would it matter if it took me a little longer, or maybe even one or two failures to achieve? It doesn’t.
I’m only 20 and I’m already afraid of my life passing me by and that I’ll be wasting my time chasing my dreams and getting old, but if its something I truly want, it shouldn’t matter. And who is anyone to judge me right now? Because in the end, I’ll be where I want to be, judged or not, battles lost or battles won.
Made pasta with broccoli, tomatoes, onions and garlic. Cooked it with balsamic vinegar and added some ground cayenne pepper (it seems I add that to everything lately).
Lastly though, SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF… because I added zero extra salt and it still tasted fantastic.
I guess back to studying.