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So I’m trying to find something I like. A hobby. Something where I can take out the stress in my life and I’m going to set aside an hour everyday to do it. I don’t care if I have a lot to do, I know its going to help me re-focus myself so that I’ll be able to do what I need to do. 

One of my many goals.

I was in Hong Kong with my love. Missing it.

Starting on January 1st. I was going to start on Saturday because it was my birthday, but I totally forgot about it, so I decided to start on the first day of the year.

Of what it will be though… you will soon see! 

Today is freezing and I contemplated wearing my winter jacket, but I’m trying to stick it out as long as I can. 

This past weekend was okay. I turned 21, and I know, I probably should have been more excited, but I don’t know whats going on lately. I just want to rest, not go out, or party, just rest. I just want to stay at home, drink hot chocolate, watch some good movies with my boyfriend, and just talk and not think about where my life is headed. Thoughts are always clouding my mind and I can’t get rid of them. 

I really think that I’m sort of getting the winter blues though - it always happens when it starts to get cold, but the holidays festivities have yet to begin. And I’m blaming it on the fact that I haven’t done some good old exercise in awhile. I really need to get on that again. Last week I did yoga, and I honestly felt amazing. 

So my goal for the week is:

• yoga at least 3 times this week again
• jogging on the track for 20 minutes on wednesday/thursday depending on how my schedule works out

Just like I promised myself I would, and that was undoubtedly, the best decision I’ve made all day.