June 2010
fuckingstarsandplanetsandshit:
So I haven’t really been on tumblr in a long time! I just discovered that today the dashboard was turned black.. I kind of miss the blue, but its alright. So I’ve been super busy lately. I don’t even know where the time goes! Either I have work, or I have my class or I’m studying. God, I’m still behind too! I swear all the mcat stuff you have to learn is from a long time ago, but I don’t remember anything. That’s kind of sad that I only remember some courses because well, they were more interesting and I actually learned instead of just short-term learned it for the test kinda thing. I’m still trying to work on not being a procrastinator. I guess it’s not as bad. I mean I have a bit more will-power to do work nowadays. I guess I also sort of enjoy this busyness. I have less time to think and stress about stuff that I’ve been dying over. Like my future and where I’m headed. What’s done is done and I should really accept it all and just try my best right now instead of thinking about what I could of done. Cause unless they invent a time machine, that isn’t going to do me much good. I feel a bit more relaxed, well kind of. I usually have these nervous stomach aches, and I’ve been getting them less.
Things are also going well with the lover, but we’re both so busy that we don’t really see each other much, which we were looking forward to during the school year, but its all good, we talk enough and we’re happy.
The only downer I’ve had lately is…. MY ALLERGIES! Honestly, I’ve never had these seasonal allergies this bad before. Is it just me, or is this year crazy??! I hope they go away soon because I’m tired of waking up with a stuffy nose and then getting a runny one later on in the day and not being able to go to the gym. That has been a fail for the past month cause of these stupid allergies. I was going like 4 times a week before that! ): I need my exercise or I feel lethargic.
I’m hungry.
Seriously, so I’ve been taking an allergy pill a day cause they’re outta control! Is there anything else I can possibly take to make it go away?